Doing the impossible is kind of fun.

I have a strange feeling that this quote comes from a Disney movie.

It's only fun when you know somewhere in your heart that it can be done. Right now, I don't know if my goals are atteinable at all. They probably aren't. At least not with my skills and now with my brain. I lack the expertise. I lack the intelligence. I am frightened. The hole is getting deeper and deeper. It stopped being fun, but having fun is the only way out of this.... that and just quitting, which is not really a viable option. Because quitting will endanger someone else's career.

I need to dig another, side hole and crawl my way up.

If I can pull this off, I can finally quit, or rise above.

It's raining outside, again.